RED STARS

I let these eyes lay on you again
And you give back the same old stare
Just like before
You paint a smile on your face
I think it kills me
My fingers lock into yours
As you reach for my hand
With the red stars on your wrist
Piercing my skin
Then you slowly whisper
Asking me to come with you once more

As for me i keep pretending
Though i know how i blind myself
You're too good and i hate it
I couldn't fight neither stop it
So here i am, still the victim of your fake romances

I drown myself in affection
Thinking this would be the best
All the stark words from your lips
I never miss to listen
You might have given me a warning
To rip my heart like you'll mean it

Now you're gone leaving me so empty
It's undone but your grace still haunts me
Sometime, somehow
You'll be walking on my direction
And i'll still be here
A casualty of a make believe affection

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FOR THE DAMNED

You are stoned
You are cold
You are trapped within your soul
Away from you
Away I am
Deep in these thought of black and blue

Caught in anxiety
Hearing shattered voices
Lost in nothingness
Eternal numbess
Infinite sadness

Wake up to reality
You are evil
Set your mind free
Stand up, lift the darkest side
Relive this existence
Your only existence

You are doomed
You are abused
You're waiting lifeless in a noose
In my blood
In every vain
You're sleeping timeless to forget

Caught in anxiety
Hearing shattered voices
Lost in nothingness
Eternal numbness
Infinite sadness

Wake up to reality
You are evil
Set your mind free
Stand up, lift the darkest side
Relive this existence
Your existence
Only existence

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WAY HOME

Pushed myself to what I wanted
To the passion that got me haunted
Sought my way just to find it
I tried alone
Tried to trust and believe
What my mind could feed
And my hands could give

but it's not enough
It's far again for me to catch

And now i'm walking home
Through were I have started
As I was thinking where I must really go
If only I don't have to walk back
But the clouds was back in my head
Just have to walk
Till my shadow fades

Got a reason , just got to understand
Keeping away doubts on this demand
A choice on which I stand
I tried alone
Tried to trust and believe
What my mind could feed
And my hands could give

but it's not enough
It's far again for me to catch

And now im walking home
Through were I have started
As I was thinking where I must really go
If only I don't have to walk back
But the clouds was back in my head
Just have to walk
Till my shadow fades
Till the shadows fade

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WAR AGAINST THE SHADOW

Woke up, Stood Up, Faced the mirror
To know how I looked like
Instead, your face of ashes is drawn
Half dead, half mystery
Trapped in glasses and nowhere to hide
Let me break the cold on your surface
And wipe the blood drops
Let me squeeze out the bitterness
But don't let me heal you

I tried to hold you
Yet not enough control
Now take my knife and knock me down
Shatter what was brittle
Let your scream out
Ripping off your wounded skin
And burning it
Let me drain what was left of you
No one can save me
No one will hear you
No one knows

Knelt down, Looked down, Faced You
And the traces left asleep
Sweet revenge from your deep eyes
Shaking ragged hands
Within the shadow that reveals you
Let me see the pain of your guilt
And trigger them
Let me hold all the darkness
But don't let me feel you

I tried to hold you
Yet not enough control
Now take my knife and stab my back
Destroy what was yours
Let your revenge out
Breaking your polluted mind
And burning it
Let me kill what's inside you
No one can save me
No one will hear you
No one knows

I'm not supposed to fight back
But I have grown mad
Suffocated
Blinded
No one to turn to
No one to blame
But you.

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